The Chapter 3.

Chapter 2 Ends…and so ends that chapter that came to define who I am this day. The fear is over, the joys of my children continue but their childhood is over, my homelessness is over, and all devastation and growing pain is over. I now know who I am…I know who is important to me…I love deeply and I enjoy the little things: I’m sitting back in my chair and I’m now wearing my glasses:

Now begin chapter 3.

This is the chapter where I begin living as I wish. Many people refer to ‘struggles’ as the day to day….the trying to get by, and meeting another day to see new challenges and defeating the recurring demons of life. Everyone has these struggles, don’t they? I’ll always have a mortgage payment, a little debt…grass to cut…jerks at work…etc… but how I meet the day-to-day has changed. So much so that it’s time to start Chapter 3. In this chapter, I am joined and I also can LOVE as I wish. Struggles are now with my lover holding my hand and I no longer have to feel alone. My home is a sanctuary where everything is nice, and my lady is the pillow in which I lay my head, and the shoulder on which I’ll cry. I am also that for her, with all of my heart. My friend, my lady, and my buddy. Somehow, my day-to-day has gotten more fulfilling and more exciting. I love life now…and I thank God for her. THIS is what I have missed for years. In this chapter, I will truly live…and it will be in this chapter that I die. There’s nowhere to go from here but heaven itself.